In The Closet

Release Year: 2018
Studio: Himeros

As we 1st began to notice this we were attracted to men, many of us had to hide that crave from everyone in our outside worlds. We lived in secret compartments and acted underneath a hush of deep fear. Coming out of the closet, no matter how easy or difficult, takes place in stages, levels, like breath. So much of our formative sexy experiences were secrets, stealing little pieces of our truths whenever we could scavenge em, and hoarding em within our private minds, we endured beneath the load of shame. We got unquestionably amazing at being sneaky—casting a stealthy sideways glance in a locker room or sauna, spying on our or cronies, interpreting silent “welcome” signals in public restrooms, covering our tracks, often longing for connection amidst a teeming social netting that could not celebrate our truths with us.
When we live in the closet, we learn to keep our craves hidden, from time to time even from our own selves. We might have sculpted a lustful appetite for anonymity, for games that express how it felt to spy and keep secrets. Owning our craves to be secretive and practicing em in a healing way can certainly turn us on and result in explosively excited sex. It can be so exciting to suppose our boyfriends getting banged by another men. We may fantasize about being cheated on. We might enjoy the shock of our partners’ secret longings. Cuckold dreams and episodes are increasingly circulating in queer communities. As, unitedly, we heal and open, we claim entertainment in celebrating the individual and collective paths we have taken in order to come out into the open. Since we have at all times been on the margins of culture, as a entire , we are likewise expressive our lustful shadows in dynamic ways!
It’s fun to spy! This episode can be a without a doubt joy role play with beaus, bang buddies, associates, or even in the privacy of your own minds as we self-pleasure! When we consciously engage with those episodes of ourselves and our personal stories, we can have delight in a way that respects the boundaries and wishes of everybody involved.

Format: mp4
Duration: 13:24
Video: 1920×1080, AVC (H.264), 7773kbps
Audio: 232kbps

Video clip size: 786.5 MB