My apprenticeship with the Brotherhood hasn’t at all times been smooth sailing. I’ve often found myself feeling bewildered, frustrated, lonely or wholly out of my depth. On many occasions, I’d considered throwing in the towel. But joining the Brotherhood proved to be something that was undoubtedly weighty to me. I’d put so much in now, I couldn’t just leave.
Accepting I was attracted to men went against everything that I was raised to receive. Here at the Brotherhood, I’ve been monitored and mentored by very nice men. Men I became hopeless to please and, latterly, men I became hopeless to be with.
Through the long months, they’ve instructed me to obtain who I am and embrace my position in the order of things, understanding my potential while accepting my limitations. I’ve been loved, chastised, neglected, and exalted. No episode of my body has been ignored. I’ve been the focus of mystical rituals and have experienced such carnal amusement this my skin has shaken uncontrollably for days afterwards…
Format: mp4
Duration: 17:51
Video: 1920×1080, AVC (H.264), 7792kbps
Audio: 318kbps
File size: 1.0 GB
Watch more:
Lose Control To Know Control
Rocco Steele pt. 29
The Recreation
X-Ray Vision
CockyBoys – Hunter & Manuel Skye
Bowie – Ep. 25